200 Day Challenge Start Up

So, I'm not really challenging anyone else just myself and my obesity. I hate myself for letting it ever get to this point. I am huge!!!!!!! I weighed in this morning and by December 30th-200 days from now I will be a fraction of my former self. I am crazy for ever thinking that eating the way I've been eating and letting myself go were good ideas. Only God can help me now. I'd love an accountability group but I really don't know how to get one that will really work. I don't someone just being fluff with me or saying they will but not ever really doing it. I want to fix this. I have to fix this. So every 10 days I'll be weighing in. I'll be getting my exercise and I'll be making the change. Stay tuned!!!!!!!